Drowned

in a sea of hopelessness
im gasping for a breath
lifeboats in my mind
are lying motionless

echos of my thoughts
drown out my crashing tears
falling to the rocks below
im engulfed in all my fears

the though of loving you
is like the salt inside my lungs
drowning in my sorrow
to the rhythmic waves of drums

im freezing in bitter cold
and you just dont seem to care
its taken everything i am
to see you everywhere

im drowning in my emotions
an uncontrollable storm
im stuck in an endless ocean
of love struck romantic notions

in an ocean of icy woes
in gasping for my breath
lifeboats floating close
will finally rescue me.

The Ancient Language

" Atra esterni ono thelduin.
Mor'ranr lifa unin hjarta onr.
Un du evarinya ono varda."

"May good fortune rule over you.
Peace live in your heart,
And the stars watch over you."

                                             - Inheritance from the Eragon book series.
                                                      Christopher Paolini

Unmasked Circus

Welcome Ladies and Gentleman,
To the Circus of the Strange;
The sideshow of the Sinister;
And the theater of the Bizarre.

Enter a realm of dark wonders,

To indulge in your wickedest dreams-

Or, if you dare,

Explore the shadows of the most diabolical nightmares,

Cast your eyes,

Among the cruel oddities of nature

And behold monstrous creatures from the depths of the abyss.

Follow with awe and dismay,

As you witness unbelivable death defying acts,

That balance on the brink of doom.

Leave the mundane world behind,

For those who visit this festival of phantasms,

Are never the same again.

Step this way,,

There's no turning back.

How amazing would it be to produce a play about this piece? Imagine the creepy characters lurking in the shadows, a cruel ringleader, and a delicate tightrope walker.

Costumes full of black tutu's and peacock feathers,  deep red latex suits with blood dripping from the strongman's' lips.

Definitely adding this play to a list of things to do,, i can see it now!

Spotlight Please!

"Quote" "Unquote"

         http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2xGrNhTDlDY - defiantly worth it...

"The tragedy of life is not death, its what we let die inside of us while we live." - Chay

"If i live the life I'm given like I'm supposed to, I wont be afraid of death, but in fact I will look forward to it because I have done everything I've ever wanted to." 

"The sky is not the limit, Its the view." 

"The roots of art, live in joy." 

 "The only way to brighten the darkness, is to bring our own lights and let them shine." 

 "Courage does not always roar, sometimes its that little voice at the end of the day saying, 'I will try again tomorrow.'" - Anonymous

 "Sparisci" - Chay

"Somehow I feel there's more to life than what were promised. We just have to find it." 

"I don't know what to say" he said
"It's okay," she replied. "I know what we are - and and I know what we're not" - Lang Leav

I've never heard silence quite so loud.

But you don't understand how much I cried.

Your way to young to be this broken darling.

Found this the other day and it just got me thinking about what life really was, do we live to die or is there something more?




I just need some beautiful place to clear my head.

By loving me, your teaching me how to love myself.

The sad souls are always up past midnight.

Colours of thought.

And I saw every colour dancing in your eyes.

I saw my emotions bleeding out in every beautiful word you spoke.

My thoughts became a whirlpool of lyrics as every idea of you touched my rainbow stained soul.

And with that, your heart beat faded into a summer breeze, and danced away towards the ocean.

I was gone.